A' : Hai! It's been a while
A : I think I've finally come to my senses..
A' : Oh, what do you mean?
A : Sepertinya aku harus mengaku kalah dalam perjuangan ini. Seperti sebelum-sebelumnya, I have to once again get on with the reality..
A' : What does this 'reality' mean?
A : Bahwa aku gagal dalam memerjuangkan B. Bahwa dia tidak nyaman bersama saya, tidak lagi ingin bersahabat dengan saya. He's happier with other people. We're just no more than senior-junior at work, therefore all we can actually talk about is anything but work-related.
A' : Oh, A.
A : Sebagaimana aku harus menerima kegagalanku memerjuangkan D4 hingga ke kesempatan yang terakhir. Kegagalanku naik pangkat tahun ini. Ridho dengan kenyataan that God has been really tough with me this year.
A' : Ya Allah..
A : I have to stop expecting anything. Accepting that everything.. EVERYTHING that I've worked on so hard this year turns nothing.
A' : I seriously don't know what to say
A : You don't have to say anything. It's just me trying to be a grown-up. Wish me luck!! :)
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